Weddings

On another note... I've been thinking about how I want my wedding to be. I've been planning this since I was 5 and a flower girl for my cousin's wedding.

Over time I've wanted big weddings by this I mean a lot of guests, I've wanted five course meals, and dessert bars, a childrens march, multiple mohs, pictures of all the other brides, family cake toppers to be centerpieces, pictures of us to be centerpieces, I've wanted all my great aunts and uncles to be honored as grandparents. I've wanted different varriations of being walked down the aisle, i've wanted to get married at Gilboa, PCUMC, Fletcher, Biltmore, Grove Park Inn and about a thousand other places, I've wanted two dresses, to be barefoot, to have a "weekend wedding" with white water rafting, bowling, movies, and sleepovers with my cousins. Get married and then go to the reunion the next day.

What do I want today I wouldn't mind getting married outside with a waterfall and being barefoot and just walking to him.... not any attendants but maybe a flower girl and ring barer. Or maybe a garden. I wouldn't mind two ceremonies one where I just walk to him and it's all about - us! Our reception is just pizza and ice cream cake. And then a more traditional one in a church.

Who knows what I'll want by the time I actually get married but anything that costs thousands that i don't have isn't worth it. I don't need to go into a marriage being in debt nor do I need to put my parents into debt.

Sorry I felt like rambling off on this.