Rambling...

I've been looking over previous posts.

I really need to buckle down on somethings I planned to do...

Loose weight.

I'm doing good with the putting x away each week and am a "little" bit ahead of the game which is good because my hours vary weekly. I still feels like a struggle though.

However, I suck at the only going out to eat once in awhile part... I've started hanging out with some new friends and they love going out esp to Olive Garden and other places where I can't get a meal for cheap. So I've decided no more of that bs for that reason and I honestly believe certain people aren't good for my better health. I don't always have the best luck when it comes to people. Sometimes I think guys find friends easier then girls. Sometimes it just feels like I'm being taken advantage of. I know I'm not a confrontational person though so I do avoid issues and generally say yes when I want to say hell no. Oooh I'm trying to work on this of course. I just need to make some small changes and get back on track.

One of my cousins is getting married in Oct in SC kinda between Charleston and Savannah. Anyway, I'm excited. And hoping as many of the cousins come as possible to this "destination" wedding. After this wedding there will only be a few more left... Heck some of my cousins have been married for 18 years now (well it'll be 18 years on the 13th).... All my cousins on my mom's side. Just a few on dad's side remain but I think a few don't want to get married ;)