Used

I've been up since 4 I tried to just lay down and rest but it's impossible. I've lost respect for people. I'm just so ready to close this chapter in my life but I can't. There are some people no matter how badly you want them out they have to stay in your life. I'm not even sure how I feel about the situation. Is dead an option? I feel nothing. The one thing I can't stand is people who lie. I wish Monkey and I could go away to some island or up on some mountain and I wouldn't have deal with idiots who lie to me. I feel so used. I hate people who accuse me of something and then you turn around and realize they were the ones that were doing it and they are the asses that should rot in hades for accusing you of something that they themselves were doing. And then on top of it all they lie. Hmm.

My life is me and my daughter that's it. As long as were happy great. Other people can stay away.