Realization

I just realized that this was a big day in my past! Actually I noticed it today after work but forgot to mention it in my post. Three "historical" things in MY life happened today. ALL in one year and they were all firsts. And although if I told someone what they were some would think I was crazy but- others .... who've lived long enough to see all the dimensions would realize today is a notorious celebration of just life in general. And I'm happy that I remembered the date and those 3 precious once in a lifetime occurrences. Sometimes I wish I could cheat and look ahead to see what my future holds. When I'll find completeness in all departments. When my soul will feel "full" or free depending on how you look at it. I'm not sure if tomorrow will hold another opportunity for an anniversary some day - for good or for bad. I have so many bads I know will come but I have faith that good ones will be made as well and in two fold (I hope). Part of me wants to contact the people involved in my anniversaries for today. But they are anniversaries (the past and better left there). Just know if you read this I remembered this day quite fondly (now). The good, the bad, and the ugly and I love each of you who helped me with "my historical life moments."