the waiting game

Pregnancy - yuck.

Today I told myself I was going to clean again. I did. Just not as much as I'd hoped. I cleaned my kitchen did a load of laundry cleaned the bathroom and then sat down to check my cafeworld on facebook. As I was sitting down minding my own bussiness I happened to notice that there was a mouse crawling the wall of the fireplace. Now I did what I always do let out a blood curdling scream and locked myself in another room. Yes I know mice can fit under doors - do not remind me. For once I wished Petey was here to catch the little jack butt. Normally I hope those sounds aren't mice and if they are Petey doesn't catch it... So I decided I had entirely enough of this house and thought it was time to go run my errands. On my way out I did hit the self clean button on the stove so it's not like I wasted the time away from the house. I can't stay when it's on cause the smells get too strong anyway.

I had planned to go to school to figure out my last classes and call back about the last pre-monkey class I can take. But after the mouse incident I forgot my list and naturally half the things on it. I did remember to go pay my bills though and get more prenatal vitamins. I also had to get a new bra. I went out this weekend and had to keep my jacket on because I'm almost sure if anyone looked at the general area of my chest they'd be repulsed and wonder why I was disfigured. I know it's too early to get nursing bras but I figured if I had to get them soon I could just go up a size from now - then measure like you would if you were in the last month. So obviously the ones I got are big - but there still really freaking uncomfortable. I dunno I might end up returning them and trying again closer to the due date. If that's how there supposed to feel though I have no idea how I'm going to make it 6 months or a year.... let alone 6 weeks. I also got a nursing tank from walmart for $12 much better then the $20-$40 I'd have to pay elsewhere.

I also found 2 more "mommy and me" classes one is also from birth like the two I'm already signed up for and the other starts at 4 mo. Actually these last ones are for anyone I think. But I'm pretty sure it'll mostly be moms with their kids.

And now. Now my feet are swollen, my back hurts, and part of me is ready for bed now. But that'd be crazy. Maybe.