Jesus wouldn't qualify (and an update)

Sometimes I just want to snap my fingers and have SOMEONE wake up and realize her list of priorites or qualities she's looking for in a man are so high that Jesus himself would not qualify. Some of the things on her list...
Have a Career. ($)
Don't Drink.
Don't Smoke.
Don't be overweight at all. (Muscular and skinny)
Be attractive.
Take her out and spend $ on her a few times a week.
Don't go anywhere - where people drink or smoke.
Don't hang out with females at all besides her.
Have no physical contact with females... (hugs, handshakes, etc.)
And the list continues.
Spend lots of time with her spending money doing things.....
Don't subject her to your family.

You might find someone in the first 3 categories maybe 4. But people do not spend boocotles of money on people unless they have boocotles, and wouldn't you rather someone spend time then money. And there aren't thousands of fit attractive men out there. Some of the hottest ones might have a little bagage or vise versa. It makes me so mad no wonder guys call us crazy this is just unrealistic, childish, and shallow.

SO on to other things...


I Found my item. It was actually an earring... belonging to the most exspensive set I own. I was sitting on the couch talking to Jeff on the phone and then I saw it on the floor infront of me. There was lots of screaming and yelling "guess what?!?!?!" Poor Jeff.

So the last few days have been a rollercoaster of emotions I've been up I've been down... I even managed to cry. Wow. I guess I'm a crazy female too ;) I've been a little stressed with the house, work, $, school, my car, etc and loosing my jewelry... AND I've been excited about work, goofball fixing up my yard for me, and an upcoming trip.

More family news - -
Good: One cousin expecting. One engaged. (This now leaves my bro and me- soon being the only unmarried ones in my immediate family. Ah!!! lol )
Bad: My Aunt isn't doing well. Jeff's taking me to see her this weekend. :) Send good vibes.

Still sleep deprived.

So yesterday Jeff and I went to see Rodney Carrington at the Civic Center. We were running a little late which I think is my fault for distracting him... he accidently left our tickets at the house and we had to come back. I think there are holes in my passenger seat from where my nails were holding on for dear life. It was a nice show. Ricky was there and a bunch of people I didn't know and never got introduced to so I guess they weren't too important hopefully. . . The three of us (inc Ricky) went out to applebees. Ricky was a little loud from a few drinks so it was entertaining or embarassing whichever way you look at it. It's definitly different being the only girl in a male discussion about mostly perverse topics.

I'm still searching for my lost item and have litterally torn the house apart... Now putting it back together. Blah.

I'm trying to get back to excersicing 30 minutes a day and working on my portions it's been hard with these distractions "lets go out and eat." But, I really do feel better when I get my excersice in for the day. My new goal is to be 1XX by June 24th. I weigh in on Wednesdays... But I realized I forgot this Wednesday. And I don't want to weigh myself today and screw up my schedule. So hopefully next Wednesday everything is back on track.

Baby Daddy?

Oh my there is so much drama going on right now in the life of my friends. Paternity tests, divorces, and one classmates kid happens to look like a miniature version of another?? Like so similar I'm starting to wonder if I'm seeing double. So which one is the dad? And does he know? Also. . .
I've currently lost something very important to me and I'm hoping I can find it soon. It litterally had me crying today.
Also I had lunch with my goofball today so that was good. I heart him bunches when he makes time for lunch dates.

Bags,,,

I have bags under my eyes like an old lady. This is from the current company I keep. People who like to talk to me until 2am... and also from my animals who keep me up until 5:30. Help! I'm so tired.

A Bean Day

Today pre work hours and post staying up cramming for the big test. I watched my nephew. Joyce had given him a haircut earlier last week. It looks much better now but here he is with his new bangs. Still a cutie.. But poor thing. We ate hamburgers from the grill... chased Wilson the escape artist. And other fun things. But now I'm off to work. Hope everyone is having a good day!

My Mouse Hunter

I have this crazy little kitten who is psycho. PSYCHO. He is little, hyper sometimes and sometimes super cuddly and sometimes extremely talkative, slightly retarded. I love him to pieces but he annoys me sometimes. lol. And today I was talking on the phone to my dad and mid-sentence I told him I needed to call Jeff. Petey found another mouse. Let me explain - I can handle lots of things. I have a list of extremely gross things I've dealt with or witnessed especially with my cna license. But I can not handle dead animals EXP mice. So I called Jeff to tell him there was an icky he needed to take care of but when I called him to see where he was he was on the interstate already. No mouse pick up tonight. Hopefully in the morning. Yes it's staying till the morning. I CAN'T HANDLE MICE. Gross I know. So Petey the Mouse Hunter is locked in the bedroom waiting for the pickup so he can come play again. I'm afraid if I let him out now he'll be flinging it all around the room.

How about a tie?

I'm trying to convince my t-shirt and cargo wearing boyfriend that it is Ok.... to every once in awhile step out of his wardrobe of tshirts and cargo pants/shorts and opt for the occasional polo, button down shirt, perhaps even a long tie . . . You'd think I'd asked him to perfrom some miserable task. He said we'd go to the mall. And I was overjoyed he agreed without me having to ask twice. But after a nice day of hanging out with his friends on the way home/ slash towards the mall he asked why he needed them. I told him I occasionally wanted to go places (on dates) where it'd be nice if a guy dressed up a teeny bit more then he does. "Well what are we getting" I told him three dress shirts and this Tshirt I'd seen that I thought I'd get him cause it was funny and SOMETHING I know HE'D WEAR for being so nice and going with me. But then he said he wouldn't want to go on any of those dates and I shouldn't try and change him. I'm not in all honesty. I never thought I wan in any way regardless of what people might have thought when we started dating. And as far as that goes I don't think you're changing who you are if you go on one or a few dates with your signicant other to places / to do activites they choose. But I don't want to push the matter regardless if he realizes it though he did say ok to atleast two dates where he'll need at least a button down short sleeve shirt. . . The horror. I know. But as I'm thinking about it there are lots of things that I used to do date wise I wouldn't have really chose - - But lately I haven't been doing it as much - Because he hasn't asked. He makes those things, things he does with the guys now. Hmm. Oh well.

So this weekend I had a date day Sunday and hanged out with his friends and basically just hung out around the house. So you'd say I've had a relaxing weekend. But I'm really tired today. And I have so much to do around the house. Not with laundry (yay!) but I have some projects I want to get done. Mostly cleaning out my closet, working out, and reorganizing my kitchen cabinets, and scanning some pictures I need to return to my Aunt. I just want to take a nap though? That's weird I never take naps. But we'll see how the evening plays out.

21st Birthdays and Easter.

I had a wild and crazy night (not too wild for me I was the DD) with friends celebrating Jesse's 21st Birthday. It was the type of thing that started at 11pm. included drunks, lap dances, chasing down your drunk friends and getting them in the car so you can take them home... you know that kinda thing. I got home at 9 am. lol. Heres a FEW pictures from that experience.

J and M

J, Me, and, the other M




Life has been crazy and good lately except for the occasional remarks from certain individuals that I'm never getting married. And to think I'm only 23. What happened to women being career builders first and mothers second or wives whatever. I just found out the company which I work for will not be hiring anyone for full time from now on and neither will I be getting more hours this summer during the "busy" season as I had thought for some reason. Silly me. I'm thinking about going and getting a full time job to go with my part time job JUST for the SUMMER. But I'm not sure if I can do that. Things get hectic right now just with part time. I live on lists that aren't getting finished as it is I can't really imagine even more caos added but I'm not sure. I'm debating on it the money will be good. And maybe its what I need a change of scenery. Or something? Easter was kinda like Christmas odd this year. lol. I spent easter alone until about 7 when my bro invited me over for dinner and then I came back home and Jeff was here and we watched the dark knight. Which I'd been wanting to see. However, - - - I didn't really like it. Sorry to all the millions of fans out there.



My Guys Baskets.

Jeff's Easter Basket
(lots of reeses and of course a "pooping" bunny)

My Bean's Easter Basket.
He Loves Monkeys.

Anyways Negys Basket was about Monkeys this year. And I threw in a Beehtoven movie. Since he loves Tucker. His favorite part was the bubbles though. I babysat him today and of course I have more cute stories which I had to call mom and tell her immediately and then Jeff was crazy enough to invite me for lunch where I talked his ear off about how super cute Negy is. Oh how I love My Bean.

working out

So I've been kicking this fitness stuff in the rear.

Last night after work I did my little workout granted I didn't go as long as you were suppose to. But it's my first day back. And My feet were swollen from work - not great workout conditions. Then today before I could procrastinate I worked out as soon as I got up. I made it through the whole beach body workout and added some of my own things here and there besides all that dancing crap. And I feel better already. My plan is 30 minutes of this for awhile and then I'll add on as I have more energy. Tomorrow is a big day. I'm excited!

Rambling...

I've been looking over previous posts.

I really need to buckle down on somethings I planned to do...

Loose weight.

I'm doing good with the putting x away each week and am a "little" bit ahead of the game which is good because my hours vary weekly. I still feels like a struggle though.

However, I suck at the only going out to eat once in awhile part... I've started hanging out with some new friends and they love going out esp to Olive Garden and other places where I can't get a meal for cheap. So I've decided no more of that bs for that reason and I honestly believe certain people aren't good for my better health. I don't always have the best luck when it comes to people. Sometimes I think guys find friends easier then girls. Sometimes it just feels like I'm being taken advantage of. I know I'm not a confrontational person though so I do avoid issues and generally say yes when I want to say hell no. Oooh I'm trying to work on this of course. I just need to make some small changes and get back on track.

One of my cousins is getting married in Oct in SC kinda between Charleston and Savannah. Anyway, I'm excited. And hoping as many of the cousins come as possible to this "destination" wedding. After this wedding there will only be a few more left... Heck some of my cousins have been married for 18 years now (well it'll be 18 years on the 13th).... All my cousins on my mom's side. Just a few on dad's side remain but I think a few don't want to get married ;)